"'Cause breakin' up is hard to do"

Hey folks,
My apologies again for not posting in almost a week. It's not like me, I know! But last week wasn't exactly a great week either. Liane and I broke up on Friday.

Yesterday (sunday) was a day full of mixed emotions too. Seeing Liane at church was hard, but I was glad we could both still come to worship. I had a really good time playing with the worship team...we played a couple of new songs which I really like. It was good to just focus on God for a while and forget about all the rottenness I felt inside. Mike was gone for the weekend, so my dad shared from Hezekiah. It was really good. I like it when he preaches, 'cause I can understand exactly what he's saying.

It was good to see Ellie and her family back in Canada, this time to stay. This made the whole break up thing even harder though, because I'm sure many people thought the timing of the break up was no coincidence. It's probably no secret that I used to have feelings for Ellie, but those days are gone, and the break up really had nothing to do with that.


So I'm single again. Being single sucks. And yet, after hurting Liane like I did, the last thing I want to do is be in a relationship again. I'm better off alone. At least that way no one else gets hurt. Not that I meant to, but it happened. And though I can't go back and fix things, hopefully I can learn something from it.

On a lighter note, isn't the weather awesome?! And January is over...done with...12 months away! Yee haw! So to celebrate, I went for a bike ride to Morden this evening. Haven't done that in quite a while. Miss it like crazy. It was good. When I ride, everything seems perfect. Maybe it's the cyclical motion...so repetitive and yet so refreshing. And the music. Always good. And time to think. Time to vent. Time to worship God. Good times.

Anywhoos, gotta go. Talk to you soon,